May 20, 2015

the Sou'wester

We just returned from a working trip to the Sou'wetser Lodge in Seaview, Washington. We originally stayed here 31 years ago on our honeymoon and were delighted to see that it is still a quirky, artsy sanctuary. Many thanks to Thandi Rosenbaum for continuing the spirit of the place.

I was inspired by the way the beach sand there is packed so hard that it becomes mirror-like, resulting in a continuing series of paintings. I also did a several paintings of the buildings and trailers. 5 days was too short! I want to go back!
The Sou'wester has a great artist residency program. Check it out at http://www.souwesterlodge.com/
Reflection

May 17, 2015

RiverSea Gallery

I have been warmly welcomed into a new gallery, the RiverSea, in Astoria, Oregon. Many thanks to Jeannine Grafton for taking the time to see what my paintings are about and hosting them in her wonderful space. If you are on the north coast, please stop by. They're at 1160 Commercial St, and the paintings can also be seen ay RiverSeaGallery.com.

Storyteller with Guitar



May 9, 2015

Night Dance

Night Dance
This painting just found a home. The man who bought it called me after he hung it. "It feels like it was painted for this place and for my family." I love it when that happens. My hope is that every painting I make has a perfect fit--or else it gets painted over...

May 6, 2015

In Circles

In Circles
22"x22"
David Foster Wallace's 2005 commencement speech is worth listening to--https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IYGaXzJGVAQ--being aware in the midst of the monotony.

May 3, 2015

Taking Flight

Taking Flight
22"x16"
Another painting that I did as a visual prayer...

Apr 30, 2015

Bedtime Story

Bedtime Story

I have a new venue for my work! The Frame Company in Dublin isn't the flashiest venue, but the owner, Sawsan Wolski, has a big heart and great taste. She has 7 new altered book paintings of mine. Her contact info is (925)829-4777 and 7038 Village Pkwy, Dublin, Ca.

Apr 18, 2015

Rest

Rest
When I was little, up at my great-uncle's cabin, a friend got lost during a hide and seek game. Boy scouts at a camp up the mountain were called out to search into the evening. I remember my mother getting the news that she had been found.

Apr 11, 2015

Halfway In


Halfway In
The challenge of relationships, one in, one out, one brave, one smart, both together but different, both pulling and challenging each other.

Apr 8, 2015

Tree Pose

Tree Pose
I always wobble when I do this yoga pose, but I love the open-armed feeling.

Apr 6, 2015

Big Black Bicycle

Big Black Bicycle
My favorite bicycle was a heavy Flying Pigeon that I used when I lived in China. I was much taller than the girl in this painting, but I sure felt small and vulnerable then, pedaling around Zhengzhou. It was a really turbulent year there. I'm not sure if that's what this painting is about, but the clouds in this painting feel like strong emotions to me.

Apr 2, 2015

Rowing

Rowing


You might think you know me, but there's so much under the surface. I don't have time to explore it all; I have to keep rowing.

Mar 31, 2015

Boy in Tree

Boy in Tree

I visited family in Denver last week. On Sunday morning we worked in the garden while 6 year old Charlie climbed 30 feet up a pine tree. "I can see snow on the trees on the mountains!"

Mar 22, 2015

Two Reading in Boat

Two Reading in Boat
54"x32"
Many thanks to Kathy and Natalie for posing for this one.

Mar 19, 2015

Suitcase, Four Hands

Suitcase Four Hands
12"x12"
Tis the season of art auctions. This painting will be up for bidding at ArtSpan in San Francisco on March 28. For more information, go to http://www.artspan.org/events/28/03/2015/artspan-art-auction. 

Mar 17, 2015

Get Out the Art Group


One Saturday morning a month I meet with four artists who I really admire--Susan, Dana, Mary, and Leah--and we strategize about our careers. We each have the floor for about 15 minutes in which we share our successes, failures, and goals. I am so grateful for their input, humor and support.

Mar 12, 2015

Four Figures at Twilight


Four Figures at Twilight
40"x40"
I am grateful for winter trees, Pearly twilit skies and my friends.

Mar 9, 2015

Yes, and

Yes, and
10"x10"
The golden rule of improvisational theater is "Yes, and..." If someone says, "It' sure is hot here," another actor can respond, "Yes, and where are we going in this handbasket?" A wonderful rule for life; say yes as much as possible, and...

No Worries

No Worries
24"x24"
Okay, this is what I want to know: how do I live expansively when I'm struggling with constraints. How do I let go of anxiety and embrace gratitude?  I guess for me part of the solution is in painting something like this.

Mar 7, 2015

Chocolate Cake

Chocolate Cake
10"x10"
A tribute to Neldam's Bakery! I meant to paint some profound phrase on the top, but it was just too perfect as it was.

Mar 4, 2015

Leap, Winter Sky

Leap, Winter Sky
30"x20"
I was in Sacramento last month during a most beautiful twilight. It brought back to me all sorts of memories of walking home from school or hiking along the American River. A wonderful place to be launched from.

Mar 2, 2015

Beach Twilight

Beach Twilight
36"x48"
My favorite beach these days is Rodeo. We can get there and back after an early dinner, driving over the San Rafael bridge and through a one lane tunnel. In 45 minutes from home, I'm away from everything, the phone, the computer, the to-do lists. When I look at this painting, I don't even need to get in my car; I'm instantly there.

Feb 24, 2015

Three on Porch

Three on Porch
20"x16"

Your kids leave home, and they come back, and they leave home, and they come back. And even though they are much taller and faster and sharper than you now, they still have a grain or seed of that child who lived with you long ago.

Feb 20, 2015

painting group


On Thursday evenings I host a painting group in my home. People arrive at 7:00 and work until 9:30.  They are at all levels, but everyone has a playfulness to their work. I feel so energized by their creativity, and they treat me like a queen. If you would like to join us, send me an e-mail.

Feb 17, 2015

Welcome with Stairs

Welcome with Stairs
36"x36"
The Boonville Hotel has a beautiful stairway by its front door, which was the initial inspiration for this painting. But what then? I painted a party in the next room, kids running down the stairs, various women coming in the front door, but settled for something quieter. Thank you, Johnny, for letting me come and be inspired at your inn.

Feb 15, 2015

Dance Party #2


Dance Party #2, triptych
12"x42"
I used to wonder when Chagal would have dates on his paintings that would span multiple years. Maybe he kept pulling old paintings out of the racks to push them farther. I love doing that. Sometimes I end up completely repainting them, which makes my family angry. On this painting the older version is on the bottom, the newer one on top.

Feb 13, 2015

Mountain Path

Mountain Path
16"x20"
I went to Yosemite a couple weeks ago. I was flooded with memories of a trip there in college with friends. They taught me I'm never alone. 

Feb 11, 2015

Quite Safe, Quite

Quite Safe, Quite
20"x16"
A very personal painting, done to remind myself that I am safe and loved. A valentine.

Feb 7, 2015

Dancers, Red Room

Dancers, Red Room
One night after a potluck dinner, we pushed the table to the side of the room, and everyone danced. I scooted around and shot photos, one of which became this painting.

Feb 5, 2015

Come a Long Way

Come a Long Way
This painting went through several evolutions--a little house at night to a broken down car on the side of the road to me being carried safely. At each stage I am totally present on the journey, coming to a place of hope.
One of my first painting teachers told his class, "If you're going into painting as therapy, forget it!" I think he was wrong.

Feb 3, 2015

Arms Akimbo

Arms Akimbo
19"x11"
I have a new gallery! If you are in the Elmwood district of Berkeley, please drop by The Collector at 2950 College Ave. My paintings will be there until March 2, and we're having an opening on Feb 13 from 6:00 to 8:00. If you'd like to meet up for an early dinner beforehand down the street at Shen Hua, let me know. I'd love to see you.

Feb 1, 2015

Hard Shoes to Fill

Hard Shoes to Fill    


My dad had a ritual of always polishing his shoes on Saturday mornings. I remember him teaching my older brother how to use the buffer and rags.
A few weeks ago, my brothers and I packed up Dad's bedroom. In the back of his closet was a pair of reddish brown wingtips, worn at the heel. I brought them home and did this painting of them. He is here, but he's not. So intimate and personal. An emptiness remains.
Dad died on Thanksgiving Day. After leaving the hospital, my brothers and family came here for dinner. I invited my older brother to sit in Dad's place at the head of the table, but he just covered his face with his hands and refused.

Jan 31, 2015

Solace

Solace
18"x15"
Maybe 10 years ago, I was approached by a thin, tight-lipped man at an open studio. Russell left me his card, and I visited his shop in Hayes Valley, San Francisco. Zonal was crowded with suede sofas and funky furniture rescued from midwest homes, and on one wall he had an impressive collection of Canadian mountie figures that he refused to sell.
It was the start of an amazing partnership. Over the years, I would pull up and double park with a carload of panels, which always seemed to attract every meter maid in the City. If I could find parking and linger a bit after unloading, Russell always wanted to know about my kids, and he'd give me updates on his "mini-me" nephew up in Canada. When my son moved to Boston, Russell gave him a warm wool coat from his own closet.
Many times when Russell would hand me a check for a sale, it would be just enough to cover some big bill that was looming. And if one of Russell's collectors came and bought from me directly, I'd write Russell a check, and more often than not he'd say, "This will help with the rent." There almost seemed a kind of holiness about the transactions.
Last Valentines Day, Russell asked me to do a solo show of all types of couples. It was a stretch for me, but I was pretty happy with the results, and the sales were amazing. Just in time, too--I spent Feb 14, 2014, in the hospital, and my bill was neatly covered by the Zonal show.
Zonal closed its doors last week. I double parked one last time on Hayes Street and loaded 30 paintings into the back, gave Russell a hug on the curb, and pulled back onto the Bay Bridge. Russell, you are one of a kind. You will be very missed.
To read more, go to http://hoodline.com/2015/01/after-24-years-zonal-will-close-its-doors-this-month

Jan 27, 2015

Vantage Point #2

Vantage Point #2
36"x46"
I am in a show called "Serenity" at the UCSF Women's Health Center at 2356 Sutter St., San Francisco. My work is on the 5th floor. It is up until April 14, and we're having an opening next Wednesday, Feb 4 from 5:30 to 7:30. I hope you can come!

Jan 19, 2015

Safe Arms

Safe Arms
12"x8"
I just want to be in a safe place, wrapped in confident arms. If I paint it, maybe I can remember.

Dec 22, 2014

Together

Together, 20"x20"
Another prayer painting for a couple who are very dear to my heart going through hard times. Blessings on your family, your daughter, and your grandsons. I wish I could do more than paint, but maybe today that's enough.

Dec 20, 2014

Golden Thread #3

Golden Thread #3, 10"x36"

When my children were little and my husband was out of work, I read them "The Princess and the Goblin" by George MacDonald. Through the story, the princess follows a golden thread, given to her by her wise Grandmother. "In a hundred directions she turned, obedient to the guiding thread..."
A dear friend just lost his job. I'm praying he'll find that golden thread.

Dec 18, 2014

Still Waters

Still Waters, 20"x20"










Throw it down! Throw down the oars! Just do it! What's the point of paddling all the time? But am I alive if I don't?

Dec 11, 2014

Flowered Armchair

Flowered Armchair
12"x12"

"Oh, how cute! She's playing peek-a-boo!" Well, actually, it's one of those comfort paintings, after my dad died. Just made me feel better doing it. But if someone sees playfulness in it, that's good, too.

Dec 10, 2014

Life Drawing



Tuesday night life drawing. About 20 people gather at Sebastian's house in West Oakland every week from 7:00 to 9:00. Wonderful music and a steady buzz of conversation make it different from other life drawing groups. The caliber of the other artists is quite intimidating.

Dec 9, 2014

Trailer

Trailer
36"x46"
I'm not sure what this one is about. Beauty in limitations? Something more vast than my smallness?

Dec 7, 2014

no fear of heights



If you're an artist, people assume you are more skilled at climbing out on ledges and hanging garlands at Christmastime. At least that's the way it is at my church...